Becoming your true Self

The first stage Nirvichara is just to be thought free

So just be present here and now and see what you will see.

There is no effort in this state, just watching your attention,

We see its running here and there in mind and sense dimension.

If need be, now breath consciously, if no need, then breath slow

Become one within the silence, just see, accept, let go.

Now settled in attention we begin the Greatest Quest

We ask the Power of Pure Desire, our Mother, we request

“Oh Mother, coiled within us, in Your sacred Kumbah there,

You made us and evolved us, forever in Your care,

Please rise now, take attention, within Your Font of blissful Love

Within Your Cool Wind, Holy Spirit, let us fly now, up above”

In Heaven’s Realms we enter, Christ opened up that Door,

In Humility, and Forgiveness we can stay for evermore

So we too can be true Sons of God, we too be born again,

We realise true Self is Light, Her Grace falls down like rain.

The Light in our awareness now discerns in all we see,

In us, Love, Joy, Compassion, true Self, identity,

Except when mind is troubled, we are still living in this World,

We are fighting in the War of Love, full Freedom’s not unfurled.

Love’s Light is growing brighter, impure Kalpas fall away

Sarvikalpa is not free yet, of the dramas in Love’s Play.

We stand with one foot in two Worlds, we bridge above below,

One foot in Heaven, one on Earth, not carefree, yet we know

That the Kingdom of Heaven is dawning, wherein we shall abide,

In doubtless Nirvikalpa the darkness cannot hide.

And so we work, good Karmas, to bring the Light to all,

We share Self Realisation, restores us from the Fall.

She raises us beyond our past, dissolving us in Love.

She is Shri AdiShakti Ma, restores Integrity, above.

So Witness, pure attention, as these Changes come and go

Its just the Play of IS’ness that we must See and Know.

We see the Dance ~ TriGuna, three Powers in Play, we see

The Play of Shiva’s I’ness, IS One Power ~ Adi Shakti

And He Watches and Enjoys Her, as the One, Two becomes Three

His Consciousness and Pure Desire, Creates All, Causality

Yes Consciousness, the I That IS, informs, creates, each One

And every One, IS only “I”,  by Her Maya, this is done :

Infinite, Fantastic and Phenomenal, these multiple Universes,

Yet all these forms and changes are His Shakti – She disperses.

We can say we are that Shiva, and His Sat and Chit, Ananda,

Reality, God-Self, our Spirit says, to your ego, do not pander.

So know the Truth, was hiding, and know One Self, abiding

This Drop is just the Ocean, the One in all residing

This Spirit, Spark, Eternal, the Consciousness of you

Is only One, your I’ness, cannot in Truth be two

So plumb the Depths of I’ness, this I did not begin

To see your self as other, is false ego, and a sin.

Your body, soul and mind-ego? These disappear from view

But your I that is in Presence, is Eternal, ever new.

So how Become this I, That IS?  Just BE – there is no other

Let Her the Para Shakti, Dance. She IS, your Holy Mother

She connects you and She clears you, She’ll make you One in God

She dissolves all your imbalances, and cleans away the sod

She takes you in Her own Self, then you’ll in Heaven Be

Until at last She will dissolve all the separateness you see.

Then in a flash of Seeing, your doubts all drop away,

Then you are One and doubtless, in pure Consciousness you stay.

Now this I that has no other, is your One and only you

You have no limitations now. Everything is Now in You.

You are the I of Shiva, seeing the Play of Shakti Ma

You are Eternal Witness in this state Nirvikalpa.

And every passing moment IS ~ only Re-Creation

I am the Field, Existence, I am the Observation

All Energy and Matter, in Time-Space, All we see

All sentience and beings, in Truth are only Thee.

This I that is Perception, Is the Source of Love and Bliss

For when your eye is Single, there is no more than This

You exist now in all the forms, at all the levels nine,

You know that all and everything is your Self and is Divine

Yet your I is Still, the Witness, and your I contains the Play

And you Enjoy your own Self, as you manifest each Day

And this Joy is Your fulfilment, and Your Love Light all surrounds

This Presence is your very Self, The One that knows no bounds

Sahaja is within you, and Samadhi is just Still

And when you know your One in God, you know and do His Will

You know God Self is in all forms, God’s Play is Light and Dark

Gods gift, is one in separateness, so God’s Drama can be stark

God Knows, we’re all Eternal, we are returning as the Light,

Yet know in Truth we always were, just growing through the Night.

And all these states of separateness are the One Becoming Being

Its just Her Play, Creativity, for His Joy Is in the Seeing.

So She and He, Play, Eternity, their Game of Hide and Seek,

The Source Non-Being becomes God-Self, your Spirit is that Peak.

So now the Valency is Ten, the Nine plus Source, who Frees

You are the World, and Garden. She is Watering us, the Trees.